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01 October 2010 1:39 AM
.. This is for my Dearest Boyfriend, Amin Begedel ♥ .. Baby, i'm really sorry for whatever i've done lately which really break your heart into millions of pieces. I've my reasons, and you know th reasons. Even you, doing things tt i hate. Why are you doing things tt make me lost all my trust on you? Don't you think it's stupid? Yeah. Knowing bout it, really upset me. I feel like killing you both. ): How cruel can you both be? Right, you need help and advice? Thru tt someone? Ok bullshit, seriously.. Hm, nvm. I'll try my best t forget bout it. Dear, you have t realise this is th 7th time i'm giving you chances. Altho how much it hurts me, i'm still strong t accept you again and again. But, there won't be th 8th. Alright? This is th last chance i'm giving you. Trust me and mark my words. Another thing is.. I'm sad t know bout what you told me yest, my dear Begedel. Ok hold on. Begedel is his new nick. While my new nick is Kerepek. Ok, mepek aku tao. Tapi cute kan? xD Back t just now. Begedel, please don't think -ve. Stay +ve, will you? I know you're a strong man. A vvv strong man. So, please take good care of yourself baby. You must take your medicine today and less cigg please? Aku tao susah, tapi kene jugak ok? Haha. I'm serious bie, i'm so damn fucking worried bout your health. Those signs tt has been happening t you lately, really make me so damn sad. ): I will take good care of you, bie. I promise you. I will try my best t be w you for these few days, altho exam is coming. Hm, stress much. But yeah, your health is v important. So i'm gonna make sure i'll be by your side and takecare of you whenever i can. I love you so much, bie. Please be strong. You have me, remember tt ok? ♥ ♥ ♥ .. Ok hello readers. Just finish helping out w Baby's blog. Hehe. Yes, die ade blog. Aku jer tao ok! =P And bie, all your post are so sweet. Hehe, thankyou. (: So basically, i've been busy till i've no time t update my blog. Plus, EOY. Need t study. Luckly i've time t update now. Gonna have tuition later. Mummy might not be sending me? Nvm. I go myself more better. Haha. Ok, lately aku asyik gdh dgn bie jer. But, w his health condition right now, i don't wish t fight w him bout it. Let me say something random.. Dulu Amin ambek gmbr senyum tak hansem tak cute langsung. No offense. You even agree lor. Why? C'zs photographer die pecah. You ckp eh, not me. Haha! Tapi betol lah. Kekek sngt-sngt. Tgk kau skrg sejak dgn aku? * ehem * Hot aje die. Hehehe! Sch been ok. Go sch alone, no more going t sch w bie. Sedih. Nvm, at least get t meet him also what! Never fail t meet ok. So, tadi sch boleh lah? Dpt free ice-cream. lol. Nothing t talk bout today. Yest, mcm-mcm happen. Bestfriend? Why do this t me? But, thanks lah for admiting. Trust me, i feel like calling you a bitch at tt moment. Tapi, sista peh psl kan, grr nvm. Well, we talk things out. Still, aku masih marah dgn kau. Smpi hari nie, dok. Don't c'zs him, we gini mcm k? Think before you do something. I love you, bestf. Sorry t show you my attitude yest. Oh yay, aku hari-hari jumpe Amin. Gembira saya! ^^ Hehe. We've been talking bout some stuff. Past? Ewww. We both believe tt we both do not have any ex altho we do have. Why? C'zs of th way they treat us, simple. Right bie? I know how much you hate your past w her, same goes t me. (: Really sad and angry t know how she treated you. Ish! Trust me bie, i won't treat you like how she treat you. Your mine, and i'm yours. Forever. Aww, aku sayang kau many-many. Hehe! xD Ok, aku dah type bnyk. Now nak onthphone w Begedel aku nie. Bye. And, goodluck t all students for your EOY! :D |
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