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17 January 2011 12:55 AM
 This is fr you, A'min Nyjah ; You should knw i'm doing this to you, you should knw why i left you. Thr's alot of reasons to it, and you knw it. All i want is fr you to change. Be a man not a beast. I'm so dissapointed with you fr th past few days, your actions are hurting me real bad. I can no longer bare with it, that i've to give up on you. And this time, fr real. You knw yourself how many chances i've been giving you. Countless of time. So why are you still th same? Where is th old Muhaimin? ): I didn't wanna leave you, cause i knw we can last. I knw you're th one fr me and i'm th one fr you. I really love you and i really wanna last with you. Like i said, i want you to be my last. But why are you treating me this way? Why dear? Why do you have to make me hate you and leave you? I don't wish to, but you make me do this. It's too late fr you to regret and say sorry now, cause i don't wish to be with you anym. I just couldn't take it anym, i'm sorry... And yesterday, you went out with your friends. Thru pictures, i can see you were having fun and stuff. Why thru txt with your sad emotions? Are they real or fr th sake of puttin it? Find stuffs fr me, fr what? Or ya just wanna hang out with your friends? You can just say it and not twist your story my dear. Hais. I really don't knw what to say, but i want you to knw that i really miss you alot. We've not been texting/callin fr th past 3 days and i've to admit, it's killing me. You may see me being happy in sch with my friends, yea of course i am, but deep inside, i'm badly hurt. Life without you is so different, no more talking till late night, no more morning txt, no more gdnight txt, no more hug kiss everything. I swear it's killing me. )': But i will always tell myself to move on and not let th past hurt me over and over again. That's why i'm doing this to you now. And when i saw you in sch today, i really wish i could go to you and give you a hug and you giving me a forehead kiss, like we always did. Lastly, i hope you're fine now. My heartbeat stops when i get to knw bout your condition. Pls take gd care of yourself my dear. Sigh.. I miss you. *wipe tears |
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